gagism

Assalammualaikum..

When my situation was put into gagism. heh

Adik sayang.

Assalammualaikum...

lately ni kan, kite bangun awal tau. sume terkejut. opismate pon terkejut. haha.

cume hari ni la bgun lambat sikit, pastuh abah kejut.. pastuh.. abah kan... kene marah dgn adik..

adik: kenape abah kejut kakak. *buat muke*

abah: kakak kene pegi keje la adik...

adik: biarla kakak tido..

ahahahaha. sungguh comel la sayang saya.

dulu kecik cometot jee. skrg da besar. da banyak soalan. da pandai bekap kakak yee.

aritu kite ada tnye dia tau,

kakak: adik. sape gf adik?

adik: kakak laaaa.

hahahahaha <3 <3 <3 

time kecik2 pggl abby..

da besar sikit. da suke senyum :))

da pandai buat mulut itik..

da boleh jadi imam :p

da boleh ganti david luiz *peminat chelsea mcm sayeee*

*ehem! da pandai bergaya. siap pakai cekak akak pulakk*

da ade cita-cita nak jd engineer

and. now. da jadi abang ngah.. tuka name abby jadi adik.

ni gamba baru amek td... mcm pom. pom laaa. ahahaha. 

and tgk? cekak akak jugak dia kebas. isk

dia punye penakut budak ni alahaii sameee je cam akak dia. 

adik: kakak! kakak!! ade ulat

kakak: i punyeee excited la nak tgk ulat ape. aleh. aleh. rame2 kecik cinonet je pon. isk

to my beloved hero

Assalammualaikum...

Lihat ini,

Lihat ini,

Happy

B - Benevolent
I - Inspiring
R - Resilient and reliable
T - Talented 

H - Happy go lucky
D - Daddy-licious
A - Amazing
Y - Youthful

ABAH!!

sweet 60! alaaa. muda lagituuuu... heee
I love you so much!
sorry for being a naughty girl. 

Sorry selalu manja dan mengade-ngade.
sorry selalu menaikkan darah tinggi abah..
sorry selalu melawan ckp abah.
sorry selalu pg mana xbgtau, da buat bru bgtahu. hewhew
sorry sebab menjadi satu-satunye anak yg paling abah susah jaga. keras kepala. panas baran. sorryyy T_T

Semoga abah panjang umur.Cepat sembuh.
Mendapat kesihatan yang baik.
Murah rezeki.
Dipermudahkan Allah dalam segala urusan.
Diberkati Allah.
dan...
Dapat menantu lelaki cepat. EH! ahahaha

arranged marriage..

Assalammualaikum...

arranged marriage...

have a good / bad side.
kan?

kerja~~

assalammualaikum..

cube teka~~ ape kerja saye di tempat kerja?
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makan...

makan.....

makan........

makan...........

*geleng-geleng kepala. isk.*

Assalammualaikum..

Can i?

you can't hurry love.

Assalammualaikum..

ape perasaan dia bile tiba-tiba dtg majlis kawen, org tanye, "azida da tunang ye?"

mesti sentap kan? tibe-tibe jeee. taula xdapat2 kad dr i. psiko lettew. ahahah.

last saturday, night, i went to kenduri kawen sedare abah dkt kg pengantin.

super duper mewah. super duper naisss. org kaya kan. untungla. muda-muda da kawen. mewah2 pulak tuh.

biasenye. time-time kenduri kawen ni la, org dok hulur kad la. kenalkan partner masing2 laa. one of my atuk sedara, he introduces someone new, "ni tunang dia.." *refer kat anak prmpn dia* bulan 9 ni kawen la, in my mind, oh.. bulan 9 taun dpn.. pastu dia ckp, 2014 ni.. dalam hati berkata lagi, 2 taun lg kot. da gebang. kalau x jadi acane? ahaha.. sejak xdpt kawen umo 23 ni. emo je idop i tgk org berlagak gn partner masing2. lagi2, bile org ckp, aku dtg dgn laki aku ni. -> refer kat bf/ tunang. tsssk.

untungla. da ade tunang. untungla. tayah berharap. bulan jatuh terus kat riba. untungla. semua urusan dipermudahkan. untungla. senang dapat. dan. lekat. untung. untung. untung. semua pun untung.

yes. i know. i have to admit. im 23rd y. o. some ppl said, muda lagi. eleyh. some ppl said, takkan la xde sape lg. tipula. some ppl said, eh org dulu tu mana? xdtg dgn dia?

soalan-soalan yg plg dibenci bila dtg kenduri. nak dijawab susah. x dijawab pun susah.

on my side. i prefer to stay calm, and smile. sambil buat muke. they should know ape itu sensitivity kan? xada istilah bahan membahan. xada istilah menganjing. xada istilah, xpela. takdir.

Do u know ape itu impian? semua org ada impian dia masing-masing.

i guess mesti ramai da tau impian saya.

and i know. i should worry bilamana impian x tercapai. bilamana x ada calon suami lagi.

yes. i know every single of that. u dont have to remind me.

sape sini penah dgr lagu the supremes? you can't hurry love.

I need love, love. To ease my mind. I need to find, find. Someone to call mine.

But mama said, you can't hurry love. No, you just have to wait. She said love don't come easy. Its a game of give and take.

How long must I wait. How much more can I take. Before loneliness will cause my heart.

Heart to break?

Bila difikir-fikir kan balik. Punca utama dia sebenarnye perasaan lonely tu kan? Bukan ape pon.

Love when you're ready, not when you're lonely. enough said. Learn your way around loneliness. and NEVER USE another person's emotions to fulfill your own yearnings.

yes. i point to myself. dan juga kepada org-org yg telah mensia-siakan setiap bait-bait perasaan saya. you should know how suffered am i for this. this. and this.. bilamana. impian tidak tercapai. menjadi punca segala-galanya yg berlaku sekarang.

titik.

fuh. penat jadi emo. terima kasih kepada belog peneman setia.

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Assalammualaikum....

kan? 

Mental Illness

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kalau dulu-dulu, time u masuk kelas, belaja jeee. skrg, tetibe kite rase kite ade problem la dgn masalah ni. seriyes. 

mental illness symptoms.
-Feeling sad or down
-Confused thinking or reduced ability to concentrate
-Excessive fears or worries
-Extreme mood changes of highs and lows
-Withdrawal from friends and activities *baru je td kuar :p*
-Significant tiredness, low energy or problems sleeping *tipu la ni. haha*
-Detachment from reality (delusions), paranoia or hallucinations *erm. mcm x? *
-Inability to cope with daily problems or stress
-Extreme feelings of guilt
-Alcohol or drug abuse *erk*
-Major changes in eating habits *mmg xla. haha. masih kuat makan*
-Sex drive changes *erk*
-Excessive anger, hostility or violence *anger management. isk*
-Suicidal thinking ->baru pikir td sbb bende bodoh. isk. istighfar byk2.'

kesimpulan dia. skrg ni kite kompius la. kite ade masalah ape ni? kecelaruan ape ni?

k dah. xboleh tido. haha

sile lihat lengan ituh. T_T

Salam Maal Hijrah 1434.

Assalammualaikum..

Hidup adalah satu perjalanan yang panjang. Penuh liku dan cabaran. Hidup umpama satu perjudian. kita mempertaruhkan nasib yang tidak kita ketahui. Hidup bagaikan satu kenderaan yang meluncur laju. semakin tinggi ego kita, semakin laju dan terus laju kita memecut kehadapan, meninggalkan tanpa memikirkan nasib kehidupan mereka dibelakang. Hidup juga, ibarat layang-layang. dimana kita berseorangan. sepi. dan sendiri. bila angin meniup, kita terbang mengikut arus. semakin tinggi dan meninggi. Hidup ini umpama roda, ia sentiasa berputar. Suatu masa, kita mungkin diatas. suatu masa juga, kite mungkin dibawah. Hidup ini juga umpama catur, kita hanya mampu merancang, dan selebihnya Allah yg atur. 

Terlalu banyak rasanya hidup ini boleh diumpamakan. Kehidupan memberi seribu satu pengertian yang tersendiri. Sedar tak sedar. Diam tak diam. Kita sekali lagi berada dalam tahun baru. Buku amalan lama semuanya diganti dengan baru. Sejauh mana pengertian hidup kita membawa ke arah kebaikan? Sejauh mana juga penghijrahan yg telah kita lakukan?

Apapun, Salam Maal Hijrah buat semua. Andai ada kekhilafan dari diri ini, jujur dan ikhlas dari hati, saya memohon ampun dan maaf. Semoga tahun baru ini, memberi seribu satu pengertian yang baru buat kita semua. memberi seribu satu sinar yang baru buat kita semua. Semoga, segala urusan kita akan terus dipermudahkan Allah. Semoga segala amalan kita mendapat keberkatan Allah. ameen :)

destiny?

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today?

Assalammualaikum.

"When i come to work, I don't joke around"

serious shit. kalau aku apply mende ni mesti sume sentap. jgn ingat aku funny, friendly, easy-going , talkactive, suke gelak. sume boleh pijak kepala, ask anything, bg arahan ke, marah-marah ke. just remember this carefully, IF I APPLY THIS. sure, there's no more Ms Kama yg lama. 

u give me asst. yes thank you for that. but, you load me with a lot of DAMN THING! This refer to your co-partner.For you. your own self. I did almost everything. Dr setiap akaun nye. Every single acc. Nak apply loan ke crdt card ke. semua tu pon aku buat kot? Tenancy nye. LHDN nye. SEMUA. But, have you ever ask whether i love this new job scope? dealing with clients is the worst. I dnt expert in that. But u keep saying, "i heard you talk with others, i know u can. u good in that." First impression? boleh pakai ke? Is that coming from my heart? Doesnt meant im good with that ill love to do it. and willing to do it.

To the co-partner. If u want to be respect. You should respect others first. Jgn aku sorang je nak kene ikut mood  ko. Bile ko happy, and bilamana ko marah. Im too stress facing 3 directors with different arahan. Jgn bg aku stress nak facing muke ko pulak. EH! you are one of them. no wonder aku stress tgk muke ko. AND PLEASE. NEVER ASK ME. "kama. i dont know la y people always scared at me. i dnt do anything."  yes. you scared them by DOING NOTHING. YOUR ATTITUDE. and never ask me "Kama, i dnt know y xada lelaki suka saya" You answered this already with YOUR ATTITUDE.

K DAH. harini aku blah awal. sebab menyampah. one thing you should know about me. if i really hate someone. i wont argue with them. ill leave. 

"When you do what you love. You do your best work. "

p/s: hari ni first time. dalam sejarah. air mata aku nak menitik. aku rase this case like JK USM time nak apply car punye kad for the final sem. Aku x boleh la. org treat baik2, and you do the opposite. then, u come back and treat baik sgt2. pffft. cannot go! aku jenis baik hati kot. and I still remember yg pegawai JK tu dulu, dpn staf bukan main marah2 aku argue mcm2, abes j keje. MENGGATAL! mesej bagan. Awak rase human ni plastik ke? pakai buang? xde perasaan? you can treat any way you want? isn't it? Macam sini la. other staf might think im the closest one with the director. But, do they know im suffered inside?

Assalammualaikum...

*saye sungguh merasakan bahawa saye sudah semakin berisi. tssssk*

Lack of emotions!

Assalammualaikum...

Currently,
i dont have emotions about a lot of thing.
life. etc. etc. etc.

Currently,
my priority is more on work. work. and work.

BUT.
suddenly, someone close, point out this word,
"that is the biggest mistake i did a long time ago"
yesss.. he's unmarried.

i just try to build my career kot??

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Assalammualaikum...

sebelum tuh, kasi letak ini gamba dulu,

omo! it is friday!!!! whoooooooooot. hari ni jumaat kot. lagi dua hari nak exam! oh bile lah nak setadi. huuuuuuu..
and. kasi tgk ini pulak,

tadaaaa!!! cantek x? cantek x? ade org kasi kot... baru kejap td.. hikkkssss. pagi2 bukak emel terus dpt ni.. ouhh. tengkiu tengkiu tengkiu.. kpd pak inchek yg memberi.. kreatif sungguh gabung cp + pp ley jadik ni ekk.. nanti buleyh la ajar yekk. hahaha

again. thank you kawan kepade abang saye.. tanpa meminta anda sungguh baik hati :) ahahaha