you can't hurry love.

Assalammualaikum..

ape perasaan dia bile tiba-tiba dtg majlis kawen, org tanye, "azida da tunang ye?"

mesti sentap kan? tibe-tibe jeee. taula xdapat2 kad dr i. psiko lettew. ahahah.

last saturday, night, i went to kenduri kawen sedare abah dkt kg pengantin.

super duper mewah. super duper naisss. org kaya kan. untungla. muda-muda da kawen. mewah2 pulak tuh.

biasenye. time-time kenduri kawen ni la, org dok hulur kad la. kenalkan partner masing2 laa. one of my atuk sedara, he introduces someone new, "ni tunang dia.." *refer kat anak prmpn dia* bulan 9 ni kawen la, in my mind, oh.. bulan 9 taun dpn.. pastu dia ckp, 2014 ni.. dalam hati berkata lagi, 2 taun lg kot. da gebang. kalau x jadi acane? ahaha.. sejak xdpt kawen umo 23 ni. emo je idop i tgk org berlagak gn partner masing2. lagi2, bile org ckp, aku dtg dgn laki aku ni. -> refer kat bf/ tunang. tsssk.

untungla. da ade tunang. untungla. tayah berharap. bulan jatuh terus kat riba. untungla. semua urusan dipermudahkan. untungla. senang dapat. dan. lekat. untung. untung. untung. semua pun untung.

yes. i know. i have to admit. im 23rd y. o. some ppl said, muda lagi. eleyh. some ppl said, takkan la xde sape lg. tipula. some ppl said, eh org dulu tu mana? xdtg dgn dia?

soalan-soalan yg plg dibenci bila dtg kenduri. nak dijawab susah. x dijawab pun susah.

on my side. i prefer to stay calm, and smile. sambil buat muke. they should know ape itu sensitivity kan? xada istilah bahan membahan. xada istilah menganjing. xada istilah, xpela. takdir.

Do u know ape itu impian? semua org ada impian dia masing-masing.

i guess mesti ramai da tau impian saya.

and i know. i should worry bilamana impian x tercapai. bilamana x ada calon suami lagi.

yes. i know every single of that. u dont have to remind me.

sape sini penah dgr lagu the supremes? you can't hurry love.

I need love, love. To ease my mind. I need to find, find. Someone to call mine.

But mama said, you can't hurry love. No, you just have to wait. She said love don't come easy. Its a game of give and take.

How long must I wait. How much more can I take. Before loneliness will cause my heart.

Heart to break?

Bila difikir-fikir kan balik. Punca utama dia sebenarnye perasaan lonely tu kan? Bukan ape pon.

Love when you're ready, not when you're lonely. enough said. Learn your way around loneliness. and NEVER USE another person's emotions to fulfill your own yearnings.

yes. i point to myself. dan juga kepada org-org yg telah mensia-siakan setiap bait-bait perasaan saya. you should know how suffered am i for this. this. and this.. bilamana. impian tidak tercapai. menjadi punca segala-galanya yg berlaku sekarang.

titik.

fuh. penat jadi emo. terima kasih kepada belog peneman setia.