Wednesday, April 27, 2011



assalammualaikum...
dear diary...

lately.. i dont know. what the hell is going on with me?
unpleasent feeling. missing someone.
i took a lot of time,  flashback my old memory. him...
there are too much feeling on the same time..
i really miss someone. T__T

kama? did u notice that u 'll be facing ur first paper on 29th april? did u notice that u dont even finish ur revision? did u notice that it's only left  41h b4 ur examination?

OMG?

i havent started prof darah's section.. i havent started memorizing all the term, cycles, structures. what the hell is wnogradsky column? FISH? xenobiotics? T_______________T

and.... WHAT'S GOING ON WITH ME????

wake up please? this is ur final semester? and where's ur soul???

just now. saya dah tumpahkan air coke and puding. soulless.i dont even notice their existance.

and evening td, my car locked? luckily i remember the same thing happen to azam. i called him. and dia jek my car.. around 45min? dahla time tuh sy tgh panaskan engine? kunci spare pulak i forgot that it was placed with my stuff that i just sent back to kl last week. jenuh la. alhamdulillah. nasib dah ok. just be more careful.

please ALLAH. give me a strength. to finish all this.

to all dearest. doakan sy ok?

29th April 2011/Friday : ENVIRONMENTAL MICROBIOLOGY/3pm-6pm/DK I
5th May 2011/Thursday : ABNORMAL PSYCHOLOGY/2.15pm-5.15pm/DPC
10th May 2011/Tuesday : VIVA/Dr. Latifah Zakaria/9.40am
16th May 2011/Monday : Final draft with hardcover. and.... 
HOME SWEET HOME!!! :)

I NEED THIS SMILE!!!!! pfftt..

assalammualaikum..
dear diary. nak dkt2 exam la sy xdak mood nak study.. unpleasant feeling.. what is going on here? there? anywhere?

keep searching of someone. i feel bad.




this song reminds me about you. yes.. you.

Tuesday, April 26, 2011

assalammualaikum..

*kalau lah kita boleh delete memory yang kita tak nak... *
tapi.. kita kena bersyukur. memory itulah yg menjadikan pengalaman kita berharga.

Thursday, April 21, 2011

assalammualaikum..
dear diary... okayh. sy tgh marah. marah. marah...
wth is going on? kalau betul pun kau tak salah. tayah ah melenting. even aku yg garang nih pun x melenting mcm kau melenting. kau lak nak over.

i was thinking... next.. apa lagi la yang bakal aku tau. GREAT! clap3... jangan kate aku tak pertahankan. SEMUA aku dah try. tapi. silap besar lah kalau aku sorang je berusaha... sampai bila tah. penat tau x?

and yeah..  clap345.. bila tah kau nak jatuhkan ego kau tuh. keep goin on. just the way you like!

btw. lagu ni mmg best dgr waktu skang mcm ni.


Monday, April 18, 2011

assalammualaikum..

dear diary,
i hate this feeling. i hate. i hate. i hate.. demmit.
okayh. exam saye lambat lagi. on 29th april and 5th may. oh ya. i still got viva on 10 may.. boring! malas! with uncontrolled hormone secretes all over.

and. hey ya. im home. yes. currently at home. or people called house.

i make a call. kelam kabut. i bought a ticket. back to kl. kat duta. my family took me. scene yg memalukan berlaku. an exciting mood to show my new shoes kat abang. okayh. with his eyes staring and saye terpelecok boleh x? heeee.... MALU! moral; jangan berlagak!

next. we. 1 family. go somewhere. find something.
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today. someone call. i feel bad, sorry for not answering the first call. a minute, i got sms. and. i replied. on the phone.  not in a mood. try to cover everytg. yes. I FEEL SAD!

sad. sad. sad. kenapa? hidup saya sentiasa sedih ye? jangan mengeluh kama!

btw. my kazen got an interview today. yes. i feel like.... saya dpt jugak kot? manager trainee... omjayy. just what i want.. tp? org tu call and ask for my final result. since i haven't sit for the final exam. i couldn't proceed. ok. ni dikira x dapat sebenarnye ye cik kama. T______T

ok. lepak kama. bak kata jimah. good things come for those who wait. keep waiting ;l

to my beauty, cik jimah dan cik aini. im not going back for the interview okay? =.=" xdapat pon kot? wuuu.
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okay. abby sgt nakal. manja. xlarat.. cemane akak  nak study ni syg... *alasan yg sgt bagus bila ada kat rumah*

i love u!
*muke baru bangun.. guess what to do?*
*yes you?
*sile lihat suar kat kaki sy. gaya suar terbaru yo..
yo, wats up?